I’m falling in love with someone i know i can’t have :(
merp -_-
i need to stop looking for love in everyone. i fall too hard too and love too quickly. i need to find someone that will make me happy, truely happy. not the kind of happy where i smile and hide my feelings underneath, but that kind of happy where the idea of us is always on my mind. i want to be bestfriends with this person and i want to show them who i really am…news flash im not perfect, and i want them to be perfectly okay with that. i fuck up a lot and im not the strongest person, but next time i break down please just hold me until im comfortable again. i want someone thats not only looking to score. i want an actual relationship. am i really asking for too much? because im surrounded by SO many adorable couples…something im looking for, but for some reason those people don’t come my way. it’s like somethings wrong with me.
merp.
